I slice six tart Northern Spy apples
into an oiled 8×8 inch bake pan
then sprinkle them with sugar
dark with cinnamon.
Yes, Ma
I wash the apples well
but I don’t peel away
vitamins and fibre
in long unbroken spirals
nor do I iron cotton bed sheets
while watching old television
movies on Sunday afternoons.
I beat
one cup of sugar into
three eggs with
a half cup of oil and
a teaspoon of pure vanilla extract
using an old rotary hand beater
just like yours.
Yes, Ma
I preheat
the oven to 350˚F
but these days
we call it 175˚C.
Into this liquid I sift
a cup of flour with
two teaspoons of baking soda
using a tin wheel sifter
with a red knob on the handle
just like yours. Then I mix this
into a fluid batter using
an old wooden spoon
with nicks and stains
just like yours.
Yes, Ma
I run the rolling pin over
the paper bag filled with
a cup of shelled walnuts
just like you did.
I fold these walnut pieces
into the batter and pour
everything over the
crisp tart apples waiting
in the oiled pan now ready
for the oven.
Yes, Ma
after one hour
sublime harmonies
of vanilla and cinnamon
blend to perfection
just like yours.
Mary H. Rykov is a Toronto-based music therapist and academic editor who has written and reviewed for such as The Arts in Psychotherapy, Journal of Palliative Care and the Journal of Health Psychology. Her poems have been published in Carousel, Misunderstandings Magazine and Jones Avenue, and anthologized in Close to Quitting Time: An Anthology Depicting the Various Facets of Work (Ascent Aspirations, 2011) and The Art of Poetic Inquiry (Backalong Books, 2012). She searches for a publisher for her first poetry collection, Dear Mr. Rilke and Other Poems.