Not So Stable
A poem
Sometimes when she stirs, he pauses
(forgets what he is doing)
her unsaddled back un-brushed
his spurs of impatience upsetting her
how the evening sky darkens
a soft blue bleeding into mystic orange,
flaring red into starlit black cloak.
She knows her Master isn’t well
the way his knees rattle
how he buckles with pain
cancelling evening rides
(no more wild white daisies
no romp in Queen Anne’s lace
just quiet staring at uneaten food)
his jockey sweat, a salt taste mingling
with sweet smell of hay
still yearning, breathing
his heart frail like thin filament
a single light bulb flickering,
the shadow of her stirrup
a haunting noose image
swaying from barn rafters.